Random Thoughts

Today is my Bestest Friends Birthday .. Happy Birthday Em .. I love you more then you know!!!!! I hope you have the best birthday ever and enjoy it to the utmost extreme!!!! You are the heart of my hearts and I wish you the happiest year and hope that they only get better from here!

Tonight we are off to the Zoo .. its my company's night out at the Zoo .. the weather isn't the best but hopefully its a fun night

We went to a swim park on Wednesday. Took BabyJ to daycare and I spent the day with just the boys. It was so nice and a much needed outing. The boys just had a complete blast! I love that place and can't wait to go back next year. BabyJ will be 2 and that will be old enough I'm thinking.

LittleB is still having night terrors. I just don't know what to do? Its killing me sleep wise. The other night LittleB woke up w/ terrors, woke up BabyJ and then about an hour later BigB came in with leg cramps .. ugh. I guess I won't catch up on any sleep for YEARS!

I've had a headache going on Day 5 ... nothing is working and it really makes me grumpy!!!

Off to get ready for the zoo ...

happy Birthday again Em!!!! Love you *kiss*

Driveby Update

BabyJ has a fever and a cold
I had to miss a 1/2 day of work
Hijo is golfing and couldn't babysit
mad I have to miss work
but its his birthday so I guess he deserves it
he will probably be late for his own birthday dinner
I'm broke .. soo soo broke
Dummy lost his job AGAIN
so no child support this month
who knows when he'll send any?
LittleB has a cold too
I haven't slept
I'm sick of LittleB's nightly night terrors
Boys start school in 2 weeks from today
doing laundry right now
also trying to work from home as to not get behind
still have to take vacation time tho
Just went to the store and spent $50 on Airborne & Airborne Jr
charged Hijo's birthday present
I am also pmsing
sucks butt
sick of the family guilt
they suck and I'm trying to ignore them
but then they guilt me even more
its a no-win situation