Bullet Update

I have to do this in bullets.

* I'm still sick. Thus no posts ... nothing in over a month. I just can't do it.

* I'm almost 12 weeks .. at 14 weeks the blahs usually go away. Cross your fingers for me that this time is the same.

* This kids are fantastic!! Knock on Wood. Normal stuff going on but nothing horrible. Thank God.

* My Step Mother is in the hospital. Its been a medical family since my Dad got GBS in 2004 .. seems like something is always happening. Lets pray that since she had surgery yesterday to take out her appendix .. that we are all on the road to recovery and the only reason we go to the hospital is for delivering this baby at 38 weeks!!!!!! not a day earlier! And the baby is healthy!!

* I have my amnio scheduled for March 14th. Prayers that that goes well too!

* I haven't picked up my camera since I found out I was pregnant. That sucks because I love pictures. I did, however, plug the battery in today. So that means I *should* take pictures soon!

* We are thinking of moving .. to another State ... within the next year .. kinda a 13 month plan. I'm excited but very nervous!

* Did I shock you with the last bullet??? I'm kinda still in shock too. 4 kids with no family in another state? But the only family I see here is on Hijo's side and my Mom. I will probably spend MORE time with my mom during visits .. seriously! I would also be a 5 hour drive from my Dad. Thats cool. Finding a new job after 13 years? that is scary.

* I cleaned my house today. And I did 3 loads of laundry. While working from home. Taking care of BabyJ ... and fatigued as all hell.

* My but ... upper hip muscles are killing me this pregnancy and I cry sometimes it hurts so bad!!!! any ideas? Tylenol aint cutting it. I think I'm going to get a massage and maybe even visit a chriopracter to see if that helps.

* BigB has been in therapy and seen a couple of psychiatrists. They have diagnosed him Bi-polar, ADD, ADHD blah blah blah. I took him to this expensive Shrink that didn't take insurance and he was WORTH IT> He really was thorough and said that BigB is hyper sometimes and does have some symptoms of ADD and his moods do swing .. however he CAN sit still and he CAN behave if he chooses. So the outcome is that he probably has Anxiety disorder due to the divorce and the timing of the split (4 1/2 years old) and that he is extremely intelligent and empathetic. So no meds .. YIPEE. He does want me to take him back to the therapist I used right after the divorce and have her teach him some coping techniques. I loved that therapist and he said why try someone new when he knows her, likes her and her therapy before was successful!!! plus she is covered by insurance and now I have a Doctors backing on the therapy and that I'm going in the right direction!! YIPPY! Good to hear from a well respected Doctor!

* I finally took the Xmas lights down. My choice is to take all Xmas stuff down either that night or the next day. But this year its been snow after snow .. some freezing temps., snow oh yea and more snow .. every week since 12/21 we have gotten snow. Anyways this week is the first week that I could actually take it down. There are still 2 strands out there stuck under snow and ice but the rest is down. Celebration! Just in time for another fricken snow storm. Enough with WINTER ... one of the reasons we want to move!

* Time to lie on the couch! *smooches*