6 Months Today

BabyJ is 6 months old today. She is happy, smiley and oh so cuddly. This morning I was feeding her a bottle at 5:30 a.m. Right after she was done ..I immediately put the binky in her mouth (a must) and put her on my shoulder to burp. She crawls up and cuddles into me. It makes my heart melt. She is such a hugger! I just sat there and took deep breaths so I could remember the moment and the smell of her. (she always smells so yummy)

She looks nothing like me except for her dimples. Otherwise she is a girl replica of Hijo. Brown eyes, brown hair … even her smile is just like his. When she scowls .. she is JUST like her Dad. Its funny!

She is the light of my life. I couldn’t imagine my life without her. I’m so proud that she is mine. Thanks Hijo .. without you I wouldn’t have my precious little girl!!!

She gets her first flu shot today .. it’s only a ½ a dose. I don’t want her to cry . It breaks my heart.

Happy ½ year Birthday BabyJ .. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

Ketch up ...

Long time no blog? Sorry .. been very busy trying to stay afloat!

Life is as always, HECTIC ..
The kids .. they are absolutely wonderful and bring a smile to my face just thinking about all three of them!!! insert grin

Our trip/honeymoon was cancelled. We should just be getting home from Mexico. Hijo was in a wedding for one of his best friend. They broke up 2 ½ weeks ago and it has been such a mess. My heart breaks for him. He is a great guy and doesn’t deserve the heart ache, yet I can’t help but think there is something bigger & better out there for him. Kinda like for me … if my ex wouldn’t of cheated on me, I wouldn’t have my fabulous daughter and wonderful hubby. Everything happens for a reason. The heart ache sucks major ass .. but its worth it in the long run.

Played texas holdem this past wknd and I WON $100 .. NICE .. I rocked the house and was the only girl J Love winning .. especially to a bunch of boys! HE HE!

Work .. well it sucks but I don’t want to be dooced so I’ll just shut the hell up thank you very much.

Hijo wants another baby .. can I have 4 kids (5 total?) Last night I was getting all of the stuff in the garage ready for the Lupus pick up … and I kept all the boy baby clothes and maternity clothes .. Hijo asked why? Well .. you said you wanted another child .. and before we decide yes or no …. I’d better keep all that stuff so we don’t have to replace it if we decide to go ahead …. Too many great clothes to have to replace. I have great taste!

Oh .. and a funny for my middle baby …. Littleb. On our way to Taco bell for a well balanced dinner. BigB (my oldest) starts to talk about my first name. Littleb says “Her name is Mommy, just Mommy, nothing else but Mommy” BigB says “no .. she has a first name its …..” And Littleb syas “MOMMY .. that’s it I don’t want to hear about any other names .. she’s MOMMY”
So …I’m Mommy (which I love to hear) I’m just Mommy!!!